I made a decision to give out of faith and obedience and the stress and worries already creep in of having to cover our expenses. I don't want to look back and live the way I was. I want to experience His blessings and strengthen my faith in Him to provide of this family.
I don't think about this too much anymore but there but when I used to think of it I always wanted to go back when Sam was just a little one around the 1 yr mark. For some reason those times are just so fond to me. The time we moved to Aliso Viejo, Christmas time at Barnes and Noble with the train set, life was good.
ReplyDeleteBut I look at where God has taken me now and man I'm so very thankful for all the things he's done. I don't look back so much now but more looking forward even if that means hardship and heart ache along the way.